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Drugs…

                    So yeah I’ve been thinking about drugs recently, well to be more precise I’ve been thinking more about drug dealers.

I have realised that drugs have become such a big thing around a lot of my friends of late (well over the past 12 months), and it made me think that they all have resident dealers.

Now I’m no saint but compared to a lot of people I know I am, I mean I occasionally take drugs when the offer’s there, but I wouldn’t go out of my way too find them, I mean I enjoy them but then theres taking something for a good time then taking things to excess.

My one friend has been ‘bang’ on the drugs since he was about 13 and recently he has started to go crazy and had a recent FML moment when he blew £1,000, lost his job and came on the brink of being thrown out.

But anyway this is totally off the point, but I’ve been wondering how everyone seems to have a dealer? When I first heard the Nickleback song ‘rock star’ in which the line “everybody has a drug dealer on speed dial” was uttered it made me laugh as I though no they don’t, but apparently they do.

Now I’m not saying it’s a bad thing and maybe I’m just jealous that I don’t have one, and this has resulted in me being charge 20 quid for some crushed up paracetamol in the past.

Maybe this blog isn’t so much of a thought, but more of a mental vent about the fact I don’t have a dealer, but to be fair thats probably a good thing considering the state of my friend!

Rant/Blog Over and out!!!

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Laziness is totally unacceptable….

So I know I haven’t been filling this out like I had hoped I would so I’ve decided that today is the day that I am actually going to start writing things on here more frequently.

Now I had hoped to start writing in this details from my summer as they had happened, but I have failed to do this … due to me being quite possibly the laziest person ever! … No seriously even my friends believe I am the laziest thing that has ever existed, and quite honestly I think they are right. I mean lying in until 6pm is completely not acceptable, even if you do use the excuse “I was working nights.” However the night shifts usually ended 3 days before so I should have sorted my self out by then!

So now I’m going to back track my summer and update this blog with the things that have happened when I remember what actually happened this summer, the majority of it has been lived in a state of ‘wreckedness’ that would put the local crack addict too shame!

So I will be updating this soon with details of …. One Love festival, Notting Hill Carnival, break ins, pot noodle factories, a few dates, drug tales and being absolutely skint!

So speak too you soon!!!!!!!!!!

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Well as I mentioned I didn’t know why i was setting this blog up, but really it’s because recently I broke up with my boyfriend of 13 months ( yes I’m a gay ), and it got me thinking about relationships.
So anyway in a little bit of a back story me and my boyfriend had a row when I was very drunk, I acted like a complete tool and that was the end of that! …. not much of a back story I know but I don’t fancy broadcasting the ins and outs here on the internet for any one to see!
So anyway after this argument and the resulting break up to say I was devastated is an understatement! And to let you know what hurt the most was that when we broke up about 8 months before for a completely different reason we still talked etc…
However this time all I got was a ‘just leave me’, so you can imagine my upset when logging into facebook and seeing _Insert_name_here_  is now single!
So this has left me thinking are relationships now just the newest in a long line of things to go electronical? Can a relationship now like an email, a text message or facebook status be deleted with the click of a button …. apparently so.
Of course its not as simple as this as there’s the break up before …. whether it seems serious or not, but apparently when its said on facebook that its over … then its over!
So why do you spend so much time looking for someone and getting messed around, to finally find someone fall in love, devote all your time and share so much with this person to then see the shit hit the fan and feel yourself get deleted like a piece of spam in an inbox?

Makes you think doesn’t it?

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Hello!

Why hello and welcome to my blog.
Its taken me a while to actually getting around to setting this up but due to having absolutely nothing to due i’ve finally decided to do it … go me!
The reasoning behind me actually starting this blog is because …. well actually I don’t know myself I just thought it would be fun!
So here goes this blog is going to consist of my thoughts , feelings, opinions and basically my life over the summer, whether its going to be interesting is another matter, but at least I can say I attempted blogging haha!
So please enjoy and I will be updating very soon …..